Most humiliating day of my life

Here's what happened. I was banned from a local [name now withheld] after flirting with a girl I liked at that place. When I went a second time after this girl was gone, the of the managers told me she said no. But I had only thought no because she was just busy at the time. This time when I was her in the parking lot, I tried to get her attention and I saw her at her car. I asked if she meant "no" as in temporarily or permanently. She said permanently. Then the manager came out and asked for my name and number and told me I was not allowed around that place.

I don't get it. I was being as nice and polite as I could e to her, and those fucking people treat me like a criminal. I seriously had no idea I was causing any trouble - that's one of my problems with autism. The manager also told me she was already dating another guy. That would have been nice if that girl at least had the decency to tell me she had a boyfriend instead of running back to her like an idiot.

This the most shame I've felt in a long time. I'm not the kind of guy who likes to stalk girls. But from now on, I have been officially put off of women for good. I hope I wake up dead after all the pills I plan to take tonight.

If any of you have had experiences like this (i.e. being banned from a certain place) please share those experiences with me.




REQUESTS TO FILL:

-Corrupted heroine [Halfway finished] -Possessed Amidala turned Sith  

("Unity" project - Allie, Lady Amazon, Ashley forever entranced) [2 of 3 parts finished]
-TBA (under one condition)
-Him with Sam Manson and Vanessa from "Phineas and Ferb" (under one condition)

Sorry again for the pending requests. I've got too much on my plate, and truth be told, I'm too fucking lazy.

PROJECTS TO WORK ON IF I'M NOT DEAD or overwhelmed:

-"7 WONDERS OF THE ANCIENT WORLD: GAME" (MANDATORY)
-"Lawsuit of Insanity" game basics (C) John Elliott Davis
-"Australian Convict Labor: 1825" (C) John Elliott Davis 2012 (MANDATORY)
-Background Wallpapers for GIMP Layers
-"Bacteria Smasher" game basics (C) Me
-Brenda Song portrait
-"Commuted Melee" game project
-Compilation Game Part 2
-"Cyborg Espionage Basics" (C) Me
-"Damsel in Dismemberment" (C)3/10/2012 (A drawing of me slowly torturing and killing a girl I hate)
-"Family Beatdown" Fighting Game (C) John Elliott Davis (MANDATORY)
-"Gordy the Postman" (C) 3/5/2010 John Elliott Davis
-"Gorgon/Collector" (C) Me
-JOE ZAMUDIO tribute (a hero who apprehended Jared Lee Loser)
-"Georgia Syndicate 1996: Game Concept" (C) John Elliott Davis
-GSF: Straight Outta Ganton
-"John's Delirium" comic drawings
-"Jim the Fat Junkie" (C) John Elliott Davis
-"Kigo" project (TBA)
-"Lawsuit of Insanity" game basics (C) John Elliott Davis
-LSD Warrior: Random Images (C) John Elliott Davis
-M-Rated Compilation Part 2
-"Mandie + Unity"
-"MEDIC SANDBOX GAME" (MANDATORY) (C) John Elliott Davis
-"Medusa With Kaa For Hair"
-"Miami Vice" technical drawing attempt.
-"Mississippi Triads" - character concept (C) John Elliott Davis
-My Pain From Practice (in aural form - posing on my knees, looking up at the sky) (C)2/26/2012
-"Paradise Realm: Game Basics and Activities" (C) John Elliott Davis
-"Parenthood: Drew and Amy"
-"Pretty Little Liars"
-"Psychokinetic Mime - a Superhero Concept" (C) 3/1/2012 John Elliott Davis (MANDATORY)
-"Random Gorgon Drawings"
-"Random Logo Designs Part 1" (C) 2/26/2012
-"Robot Battle at the Pacific" (came to me in a dream) (C) Me
-"SGBI Meets W.I.T.C.H."
-Stacie Orrico Birthday Drawing (MANDATORY)
-"Tentomon as Borat's Producer"
-"Texas Criminals: The War Within" (C) 2/26/2012 John Elliott Davis
-TGTFBSFTW Part 2 (C) Me
-"JD: Giving Back" (C) Me